Thursday, 18 June 2015

No words

No words can describe how I am feeling right now... I have just rediscovered this blog and read the previous posts. 
I am apparently good at writing empty words.
Empty promises and bullshit about how "this time it will be different"

It's not different.  I am still enormous and I am still killing myself. 

The only thing that is different is that I have finally managed to lose some weight.  About 1 stone since November.  I have to keep telling myself this is a good thing as it is still a stone, but i cant help but be disappointed that it has taken me so long to get it off. 
I am going to slimming world every week and I intend to continue to do this for as long as it takes. 

I am feeling very depressed at the moment so I'm signed off work for a few weeks and trying to get my head sorted out. 


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