No words can describe how I am feeling right now... I have just rediscovered this blog and read the previous posts.
I am apparently good at writing empty words.
Empty promises and bullshit about how "this time it will be different"
It's not different. I am still enormous and I am still killing myself.
The only thing that is different is that I have finally managed to lose some weight. About 1 stone since November. I have to keep telling myself this is a good thing as it is still a stone, but i cant help but be disappointed that it has taken me so long to get it off.
I am going to slimming world every week and I intend to continue to do this for as long as it takes.
I am feeling very depressed at the moment so I'm signed off work for a few weeks and trying to get my head sorted out.